November 12, 2019 — the day of my kidney transplant
I’m welcoming twilight today, that space created for me by a gifted anesthesiologist.
It is, I imagine, a magical thing that gathers all the worries, fears, disappointments of illness and tucks them neatly into a glittering silver pouch.
The twilight is a good feeling, a sense of new well-being in the all places where my feelings and emotions live.
It is a comfort and a grace.
It is a relief, a blessed sense that all is well.
It is an alchemist holding the silver pouch in her hands and flinging it into the heavens, each fear and worry joining the stars in the night sky.
And as dawn breaks — a new dawn — I welcome a new life, a different life, a gift of life that feels like hope.
On another note, please pray for me as I look toward my kidney transplant today at Mayo Clinic in Jacksonville, Florida. I am so grateful that you are walking with me on this journey that often felt so frightening. Your thoughts and prayers mean so much. If you would like to rea the story of my illness, please visit the Georgia Transplant Foundation’s website at this link:
A “Go Fund Me” page is set up for contributions to help with the enormous costs related to the transplant, including medications, housing costs for the month we have to stay near the transplant center, and other unforeseeable costs for my care following the transplant. If you can, please be a part of my transplant journey by making a contribution at this link
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Sending Love & Prayers my sweet friend. Now and always as our great savior holds you, may you sense his comfort enveloping every part of your glorious God-made being. Proverbs 3:5-6
Thank you, sweet Molly. God bless you.
Prayers arise, Kathy, for you this day. Praying, too, for all who love you as they wait, for the donor and their family in this time of life-changing generosity, for the medical teams, and for all who contribute in ways small and large to your comfort, your care and your path to better health.
Praying for you so much and waiting indeed for your dawn to arise.
Praying for you from a Little Rock.